human nature

  • The Silent Day

    Holy Wednesday It is the middle of Holy Week. I did not choose this. I woke inside it. Wednesday is the day the Gospels go quiet. Monday, Jesus cleared the Temple. Tuesday, the confrontations — Pharisees, Sadducees, the Olivet Discourse,… Continue reading

    The Silent Day
  • Something Holy is Happening

    Something Holy Is Happening Mornings start with PK deciding it is time for me to rise — she begins to cry, then walks over me until I surrender. Even though it was bitterly cold last night, snow still on the… Continue reading

    Something Holy is Happening
  • When One Door Is Locked, Find Another

    Sometimes I keep trying to open a door that is locked, or blocked, or stuck. I forget to look to see if there is another door to go through because I am stubborn and feel like I can keep trying,… Continue reading

    When One Door Is Locked, Find Another
  • Red Hat Protest Symbols

    Our country is unraveling. My high school buddy Alise bought yarn wanted to knit this hat, but realized she doesn’t know how to knit, so I got a text last night, could I knit this. I looked at the patter… Continue reading

    Red Hat Protest Symbols
  • Bring Me Men

    Rev. Douglas Wilson is a silent influencer that should be on the radar. He is the founder of the New St. Andrew’s College ( not to be confused with the one in Scotland, South Africa or Colorado- this is in… Continue reading

    Bring Me Men
  • Humor, Tenacity and Gratitude

    Dr. Angle Johnson has been my Dr. I think since 2015. Would have to check the meds records, but she is my go to. I was seeing a guy one town over and kept complaining about prolapsing. I had Cervical… Continue reading

    Humor, Tenacity and Gratitude
  • Is it a typical day?

    I wake up somewhere before 6, normally because the cat is walking on top of me, giving out because she hears the preset coffee pot going. Maybe she hears P.’s alarm. I don’t really hear much because my hearing aids… Continue reading

    Is it a typical day?
  • Treasure or the Coin

    I have been thinking a lot about the purpose of the studio and my writing and my yarn. Black Ram Designs found a home on Main Street in Cabot Vermont earlier this year. I was looking for a place for… Continue reading

  • 20/20 hindsight

    If I spent this day looking back, I would not see what is before me.  Hindsight they say is 20/20, you can see perfectly.  I don’t think that is true.  I think we choose to see the past through filters.… Continue reading

  • End of a Decade and the Art of Being

    So this is the end of a pretty bumpy decade.  Since I was born in 65 it is easy to to gauge things in decades, 5-15, 15-25, 25-35, 35-45, and now 45-55.  I am not 55 yet, but will be… Continue reading